But why do they cheat even if they love you? Because being in love with one person doesn't stop you from wanting to fuck/loving another one. Think about it: it's not like you can only have one friend at a time. That rule is just something we made up, and our bodies don't believe it.

I can't tell you how I really feel
or say what I long to say,

though I dream of it every evening

and whisper it everyday.

I long to tell you I love you,

holding back hurts me so,

sometimes when you smile at me

its like you already know.

So I'll pretend it's fine,

that my pains only small

'cause I'll rather half have you

than not have you at all.

A heartbreak isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.
Sometimes, it could be as quiet as a feather falling and the most painful thing is, nobody hears it but you.

Ah. And just like that its like no time had passed at all. Does she know about me? About us? I have a feeling she doesn't. What's this, a conscience? Just when I was starting to think I didn't have one...

I don't miss you. I miss the memories of you. I miss what we had. When I sigh, I don't sigh for you now, I sigh for the you I had then, and for the me you had then. I miss the love we shared, it was awesome, amazing, all encompassing, euphoric, wonderful, so so many words, so so many songs. I sigh for the faith we had, the naive leaping into the unknown. I sigh for the heartbreak and soul crushing sadness at the end of things.

Don't get me wrong, I'll never stop loving you, but its not you now its you then and that's the crucial difference.

Today was a bit of a bust. But you know what they say, if at first you don't succeed try, try again... but then give up, there's not need to be a dick about it

There's something to be said for seeing the man you love naked and realising that it would be a travesty if you didn't make love to him before you died.

Essays have drained me






I have nothing more to say.

My love will last forever,
our laugh will never fade,
our hearts will stay together,
until the end of days.

Your kiss will ever linger,
the words you used to say,
I’ll see your smile forever,
until the end of days.

Your heart will beat as mine beats,
pulse racing as we play,
our hearts will beat together,
until the end of days.

My love will last forever,
our memories never fade,
we’ll stay in love together,
until the end of days.

Life lasts but a season,
the laughter drifts away,
though your heart is broken,
your hurt, it too will fade

We plan to love forever
and though plans oft go wrong,
as starlight fades to morning
your pain will not stay long

As memories lose their glitter
and joy becomes your past,
remember this my darling,
all this is soon to pass