Essays have drained me






I have nothing more to say.

My love will last forever,
our laugh will never fade,
our hearts will stay together,
until the end of days.

Your kiss will ever linger,
the words you used to say,
I’ll see your smile forever,
until the end of days.

Your heart will beat as mine beats,
pulse racing as we play,
our hearts will beat together,
until the end of days.

My love will last forever,
our memories never fade,
we’ll stay in love together,
until the end of days.

Life lasts but a season,
the laughter drifts away,
though your heart is broken,
your hurt, it too will fade

We plan to love forever
and though plans oft go wrong,
as starlight fades to morning
your pain will not stay long

As memories lose their glitter
and joy becomes your past,
remember this my darling,
all this is soon to pass

So Sally can wait,

she knows it's too late as we're walking on by

Her soul slides away,

but don't look back in anger



I heard you say

I need to sort my life out, I really, really do




I'm so tired, I'm not sure I'll ever be fully awake ever again :[

Well what's the fucking point then?

Wait... what?




This is all so crazy

I used to know what my future held and what I wanted to do
And now I don't know and I feel so lost, and free, and scared
I'm doing the right thing, I think. I'm doing the sensible thing, I know that much at least.
But when does sensibility stop safeguarding and start restricting?

Am I brave enough to take that leap?

How long do you have to stay for debts to be repaid? It’s hard to measure matters of the heart.

I owe more than this, I know. But does the very fact I'm being found wanting mean I should go so a better replacement can be found or stay and make up for what I lack, somehow.


Why can't things just be simple again, I'm so confused.

I need to touch you
I reach out my hand, you're never there

I need you to love me
to really love me
body and mind
But when I reach out my hand, you're never there

I need you
I need YOU
my love
I need you
but when I reach out my hand, you're never there

I want to remember it all
and breathe it all in

and run and run forever

I want to laugh with you
and smile at you

and bask in your love always

Every other moment and every other thought is of you

just of you


And every other beat of my heart is for you

just for you


I would offer my all if I could, every piece of my soul given to you

Just for you

-Man's reach exceeds his grasp
-Man's grasp exceeds his nerve
-Man's reach exceeds his imagination

What I can have I can't hold
What I can hold I dare'nt
I could have all I dream and more
I wonder if all my limits are self imposed...

So many wishes, and all of them for you
If I loved you forever, would you love me too?

I dream of you often, its gets me though the day
and lie awake thinking of you at night
imagination so strong I can feel you touch me
and taste your lips

But only for a fleeting moment, too soon you're gone again
and I'm alone
again






Can you truely miss something you've never had? Cos I miss you



Oh God, how I miss you

Bittersweet

I have a dream of us walking through the sunshine, holding hands and laughing. Every sight, sound and touch perfect.

I kiss you and smile at the love in your eyes.


You hold me close and soon, to the rest of them, our embrace will end



But in my heart I know you'll never let me go

Sleeping in a empty bed alone

If only what I could have is what I wanted

Sometimes I wake up just so I can fall asleep again

and for a second imagine you hold me close



I miss you more than I can say

I can't sleep

lately

you've been playing on my mind